... I burst into tears soon after I rang Hubby and told him I am having a not too great day. Somehow having to deal with this sudden maybe-good-news-gone-bad quietly alone on a Saturday morning when there is absolutely nothing to distract me is just too much.
I am angry at myself, at the way my body reacted to this. Why taunt me with this sickening burping sensations, why make me feel the exact the things I did when I was briefly pregnant last October... the constant thirst, waking up at 3am every morning, tiredness, the awful pain in my breasts...need I add my MIA menses....
Please just let this weekend pass quickly so I may plunge back into my work. For now, just let me be upset.
Moved! Yes...again
16 years ago
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