Aiming to be Positive

While I try to remain calm as the days go by, the last few days of each month always drag. That is when I subconsciously wait and expect (or rather secretly wish not to expect) the tell tale signs of the onset of a period. It has been 2 months since I have been given the green light to start trying for a baby. ONLY 2 months, but in my mind 2 months too long with no result.

I do admit I am taking the downside rather well lately. I suppose time does help, truly. But geeeezzz... I wish I am not surrounded by people who are getting preggers by sheer accident or discover that they're pregnant almost as soon as they ditch the birth control. This must be the ultimate test for my supposedly never-ending patience. So finally, there is one thing my patience cannot handle - THIS!

So there goes another month. And the cycle starts once more....